The first to admit - Im a doomed drug addict
And I always will be - hey man, dont follow me
No excuse for drug abuse
Said these lines a thousand times
Dont want to live atrial fib - from neurosis, cerosis

Please make me smile - if you learn from my trial
Baby Ill pay this price - maybe saving your life for ya
I cant state this point enough
The pickups easy, but the put downs rough
Up the nose or tap a vein - no one else but you to blame

I cant believe I died last night - oh God Im dead again
I cant believe I died last night - Im fucking dead again

Chemical joy turning thee paranoid
Recently buried deep Greenwood Cemetery, now
I had no pulse last time I checked
Id trade my life for self respect
So I say with my ass whipped
There are some things worse than death

I cant believe I died last night - oh God Im dead again
I cant believe I died last night - Im fucking dead again