And when I open my eyes I see the end of an ending life Ive forgotten how to live.
I keep forgetting, I keep rebuilding.
This is when I say Im done.
I havent learned.
No one will show me, so I go on my own.
Honestly, Im so fucking pitiful.
Dont tell me what Ive heard before.
Destined to walk another day alone.
This day is dying.
This day is fucking dead.
Just shine my way back home.
You can stay if you find comfort.
Dont speak.
Just breathe instead.
Just dont leave me alone.
I dont just need it, I deserve it.
I want what I promised myself.
I want what you promised us all.
Im coming to terms.
This is the end of denial.
Sometimes things just fall apart.
Angels laugh above me and demons wait below.
Im naked, bare, and broken, ready to go home.
Now I need you more than ever.
And when heaven overlooks me Ill need you there to pick me back up.